i don't like not having a job. it frees up too much of my time. i am so used to running up and down the office, having to swear profusely at my laptop for being a retard, laugh at stupid things that happen in the office through the day, forget to drink the only mug of water i filled up in the morning, go downstairs to suck on my cancer sticks. and 100 other things that i would've gripped about in the past.

and now, my mornings are religiously spent going through job sites, refilling my glass too many times, going to the toilet to pee too many times as a result of that, staring hopefully at my handphone and hoping to hear novelle vague sing to me. i am now even prostituting myself to the government. it doesn't help that i am feeling totally uninspired to do my individual project. oh yeah! my lecturer is stupid. give me ziggy soh the construction worker, robin the transgender or desmond yee the man who doesn't believe in television anytime. they were so much more exciting then this guy who doesn't even bear any semblance to a degree lecturer.

i hate all this time i have right now.