step into my happy space

i'm in a good mood!! leaving for berlin in approximately 3 days and i've got half my packing done. an accomplishment. seriously. what's left is to throw my boots in (i haven't worn them since god knows how long, i'm crossing my fingers they don't give way there) and other small items.

i want to see falling snow. and more specifically, snow flakes :)

i want to make snow angels and men.

i also want to take my new wool coat out for a spin.

however, what i do not want is:

for april to come (!!!!)
my luggage to get lost in transit
to get driven to wrong places in berlin, because the only german word i know is Scheiße, and the cab driver might just drive me deeper into the cesspits
or anything to go remotely wrong during the show.

...........

and somehow i get this feeling that maybe, just maybe we might last this entire duration. as utterly crazy as it may sound to others, i think we can prove our critics wrong and have one wicked story to tell others next time.

we're allowed to dream aren't we?

good night world. i'm so glad to be alive. omg.